An equation ... Hisham Al -Hawash .. I will only be ashamed of my mother's tears

Written by: Hamdi Farraj

As if I am the stubborn fighter, the stubborn fighter Hisham Abu Hawash, and anyone who can imagine himself in his place, hears the statement of the Secretary -General of the Jihad movement, Ziyad Al -Nakhala, considers his death an assassination that requires response, and of course because he is the number one leader in the movement, the rest of the movement's leaders and the means of its media,You will repeat what the leader said literally.

I would have been sad about my current, because they would not support me until after I die, as if they did not realize that I have been dying 140 days ago, so how did I lose more than half of my weight during it, how did my mother, wife and five my wife begged me to stop me, but how much I saw their pleasures became more serious and intimateFear and sacrifice after the leader's statement, who will not do anything before I leave this world.

The occupation, sir, assassinates me every day, but every hour over the hours.Or you think that I was calculating the death account, before I went to my battle with this enemy, it was my concern to reveal the extent of his hatred and hatred of the Palestinian person even when he was in his grip a prisoner of restrictions with restrictions, treasures, chromosome and humiliation.Or a six -month charge that is extended automatically several times, it was my concern to say to the international and Israeli human rights organizations that I miss to represent a court even if it is hostile and military, and it is followed by a list of accusations, so I will respond to it..But something of this did not happen. Rather, what happened to me happened with hundreds and thousandThere is no such moral..At the last moment, Laila Khaled decided to stop kidnapping the plane because he was on board or was her child at board.The tomb of Joseph and the grave of Rachel, and we who have preserved it for thousands of years.

Personally, I do not want you to bomb Israel because it assassinated me.There are a thousand reasons to do so, at the end of it, that it raped our homeland and displaced our people and occupied the rest of our land. I want my freedom, which is an integral part of my people's freedom, whose altar has spent thousands.I am in this battle, I wanted to intersect my struggle with your struggle, as a shallow table that is in the waters of the Great Struggle River, I love life and I want to return to my village, my house, my love and my loved ones.And if I die, "I will not be ashamed except from my mother's tears.".